Look Forward...Step Backward

The farther you look, the nearer you stay.

It is my second year of teaching. I thought I get used to the responsibilities and chores here.

Yet, the workload never ceases to burden my shoulder...it is increasing each day...
Thanks to the satan-horned angels in the school. They are the snakes that directly and indirectly lure Adam to eat the apparent sweet fruits...causing him leaving from heaven heading to the hell subconsciously...

It is true .... people start changing when they start working.

Before this, I had ambitious visions to be accomplished... After one or two years, the visions are impossible... the barriers are along the paths...the body is getting heavier to drag it

Through the close observation in my working environment, the higher the post, the heavier its duty. The clearer I see, the less I do.

Sometimes, I will ask myself "What-the-hell life I'm living?!"
Sometimes, I will consider to leave it or live it....

Hope I'm enlightened one day...