Restart ....The art of writing

I admit that I quit writing blog for quite a long time...especially in English version...
Neither do I write any pieces of work in English after I graduated from university...
I could say...at this moment...I'm more proficient in Malay language...if compared to English language which should be my expertise.

Lately, due to the force of my department, I am going to teach English...
It's one of the forcing reasons that I persuade myself to write, to talk, to listen, etc

Recently, I watched a Hong Kong Drama series...one of the characters writes blog to express her feeling...as a tool to reflect her growth in her world...
I was touched by the power of writing.

Hence, I make a wish..hoping n disciplining myself...
at least...write a few sentences reflecting my feeling of the day..

Restart now...

Happy Birthday to Me..hhehe

Another birthday in my life.

Let me make some wishes:

1. I wish to pay off my "debt" (of course, the first thing is to earn more money);
2. I wish I am more conscious of my health (getting old physically and psychologically);
3. I wish I have more time with friends, either new or old, (home alone);
4. I wish I realise my "dream" (the threat is approaching);
5. I wish to visit to places of interest with my whole family (money again!)

Amen.

New blog site of me...kekek

Recently, I prefer writing in Mandarin language to writing in English...

For this preference, I start a new blog at a Chinese Taiwanese blogging site...(Xuite.net)

At the same time, I fall in love with entertainment, places of interest and photography... (^o^)These are women's favourites~

The site is splendid with all these features...I can be easily linked to others' blogs in relation to my favourites...

If u can read Chinese characters, feel free to my new blog which is primarily written in Mandarin language...hope to develop it sooner...

My Chinese Blog: http://blog.xuite.net/adicepool/angelDev

Mari belajar suku kata, kanak-kanak!!!

I'd been teaching Transition Malay Language (BM) Class for three months eventhough I'm NOT specialise in BM. I have nine students with poor command of BM, and three of them are illiterate...

I've been searching materials to drill them from the basic skill like "sebutan suku kata"...and the result is unsatisfied...

There are a lot of sites tat teach English language but NOT Malay Language...

Thus, I have to adapt some ideas used for teaching English Language...

These few months, I'm trying to develop simple worksheets for the students, especially reading and writing skill...

Now, I'm still at the initial stage of designing materials for basic pronunciation of 'suku kata' starting from vowels, consonants and a mix of both...

I'll upload a few self-designed BM worksheet soon...

Fun with suku kata

Spice up my Lover

Getting bored with the appearance of my desktop, Im searching means and ways to change its appearance...

For these few months, Im falling in love with the sites tat offer lots of downloads of fonts, wallpapers, icons...

One of them is

http://mintywhite.com/tech/

Credit to MintyWhite.com and its counterparts

The following are some icons, fonts, wallpapers, etc tat I downloaded from the "glamourous" sites linked from MintyWhite.com

(Source: http://mintywhite.com/tech/ )

Icons:



Fonts:

Wallpapers

For more downloads, pls explore -->> (Source: http://mintywhite.com/tech/ )

Redirecting...

Im back because...

Lately, I was reminded over and over by my professor tat REFLECTIONs are needed in our life...

I lost my temper in class, I hate students who didn't finish their work, impolite students,
I detest work in school, even no parking place can make me stamping my foot...
oso (sometimes) people who's commanding me, and, of course, those who always "threaten" me to teach the exam classes...

The worst of ALL is due to the Faces--unfriendly, sour, cunning, pretending


The world is Black...

It brings Blue...

It takes away White...

It causes me Red and Green...

I lost my Purple and Orange...

To balance my lose, Im trying redirecting my direction...through REFLECTIONs, as suggested by my didactic professor....

Hope I'll recover....

I lost my hand...

I had not been blogging for a long time...

The secondary reason is I lost my writing ability...
In both of my BM and GEO classes, I deal with my students in Malay language...
I have no chance to b exposed to practise my English...gradually I lost my writing ability...
It took me a long time to construct a sentence...
Thus, most of the time, I give up...

The most frequent means I used to record my feelings of the day is through sharing my feeling at Facebook...
I just need to type a few words...without any effort to compose any articles...

Mingled between two languages, Im always confused with English and Malay language...
At the end, I have good command of bahasa lojak...sigh...

The saddest part of my life is Im no longer sensitive to my grammatical mistakes while communicating in Bahasa lojak

Lamentttttttt

Repetitive Routine...(U can read wif the risk of wasting ur time ;)

It had been such a long time I din blog.

The main cause is the repetitive routines are not worth to b touched on.

How's the routine of a teacher like?

Morning:--> wake up around 9-10.00 a.m. (due to insomnia), wash cloth, dry the cloth, get ready for ingredients for cooking lunch, play with Doggy, cook lunch, take bath, get dressed, skin care, dry hair, take lunch, drive to school

Afternoon-Evening:-->find parking place at school (* the school's terribly lack of parking places, D*mn it!), glance through lessons today, mark exercise book, write lesson plan, chat wif colleagues, pick up students from the schoool hall (* this school's weird...form tr nid to pick up their Ss from school hall to their own class...overdepended!), have daily prayer (yes...pray...coz it's a mission school), clean up the class, teach, teach another class, recess, sometimes, have meeting, other admin chores, teach, teach, the last period...clean up the class 5 minutes earlier before the bell rings, drive home

Night:-->take bath, dinner, watch TV, online, mark Ss exercise books (if any), prepare for lessons, other admin chores....deng deng....go for sleep late...with dreamsssss....but NOT enough rest...

In sum, it's hectic life in school everyday, and the school has endless activities, starting from the beginning of the year until the end of the year...
for instance, majlis Anugerah SERASI, MSSG Sibu (Sport's Day for Division Level), Analisis PMR, Hari Permuafakatan, Cultural Nite, in-school competitions, KK, pencerapan, form teacher, students affairs, (sometimes) students' misbehavior n other upcoming events..................................

The toughest of all is as the NEW teacher, we r always been exploited by the school to the fullest...
Kononnya mau latih bakat baru...ceh...

Expected heavy workload, repetitive routines...kill my interest for a new day...

I won't lament if I were a robot or a machine.... yet, Im a human who is treated as robot or machine...Who cares about your feeling???

?????

LOVE, which form are You in?

LOVE, which form are You in?

I knew You since I born.

Do I really know You?

You are my host.
I visited You and You are warm with tender pat.

You are my guest.
You visited me and You left. Empty.

You are my friend.
I talk to You when I've things to share.

You are stranger to me.
You comes in with mask that I am not familiar with.

You are my partner.
You know what I know.

You are my enemy.
You misuse what You know.

You are my God.
You rules my heart.

You are the Ghost.
You ruins my life.

You hugs me.
You haunts me.

Leave me.
Live with me.

Reveal Yourself.
Let me know You.

It's You who keeps me surviving.
It's You who kills me.

You are my
Life--keeps me surviving
Omega--keeps me healthy
Vein--keeps me alive
Earth--keeps me safe

You are
Liar--cheats me
Omen--harms me
Volcano--burns me
Evil--ruins me

LOVE, which form are You in?
-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-

Happy牛year!!!

Happy牛year!!!

It's time for CNY for all Chinese...

As usual, my family is busy preparing for it. Once in a year, it's time for me to do the thorough cleaning.

As usual, our relatives are back. Once in a year, it's time for me to recall my relatives' names and to update their news.

Year after year, I'm less and less excited about it...It comes and it came and then it'll come...repeating again and again...It's just a reminder for me "how fast the TIME pass"

Year after year, the NEW comes and the OLD gone...the greeting remains...will they be realised..

Unanswered each year...

And Yet, the greeting of HappyNewYear is repeating each year...

Im lost in my space...

while celebrating CNY...

Happy牛year though...