Happy牛year!!!

Happy牛year!!!

It's time for CNY for all Chinese...

As usual, my family is busy preparing for it. Once in a year, it's time for me to do the thorough cleaning.

As usual, our relatives are back. Once in a year, it's time for me to recall my relatives' names and to update their news.

Year after year, I'm less and less excited about it...It comes and it came and then it'll come...repeating again and again...It's just a reminder for me "how fast the TIME pass"

Year after year, the NEW comes and the OLD gone...the greeting remains...will they be realised..

Unanswered each year...

And Yet, the greeting of HappyNewYear is repeating each year...

Im lost in my space...

while celebrating CNY...

Happy牛year though...

InComPlete Scattered Verses

床角不为人知的字迹 锁在眼目里
忘了何时割伤了手 疼痛时才察觉 伤得太深
一句话才惊觉错得太多
收拾重心 平衡心 真想大病一场
虽然 没有酒精 世界仍旧沉醉
太爱才割爱
别再见，不见了！
面对面的坦白 只是一个人对空气告白
当彼此错过彼此 勇气不再回返
以为错过了 还有下一班车 却邂逅了日落
未为拥有 最为圆美
天意何能违抗 命运何能独扛
空气回应了沉默 分辨不出是现实 还是 预言
Don't say goodbye, don't say game over...

BeTraYal

Betrayal is

---a kind of murder in which your closed one turns into a murderer who kills You secretly from your back merely with a string of line or wire. If You're lucky, the murderer might reveal himself/herself in the last moment prior to your death. Unlucky are those die without knowing who the murderer is or what the cause is...

---drinking a cup of pure water given by a closed one to ease your thirst, and yet, at the end, you faint and lying down without realising it's senseless potion.

---a storm comes without signs and grasps everything away and leaves only Sorrow, Horror, endless Tears, broken Heart, Deep wounds

---a transformation of a Friend whom you love to an Enemy whom you will take revenge on, Love to Hatred, Hope to Despair, Dream to Reality, Naive to Mature, Innocent to Cruel

BeTraYal, how powerful You are...

The Turn's Complicated

I hate driving. I'm insecured on the road. It's difficult for me to drive from one station to another station. And yet, LIFE doesn't remain on solely ONE station.

I am used to be alone, single, doing my own thing on my own...to my own ease...
I am furious of this world in which (in most cases) templates are pre-set for each of us...It's a cycle: birth --> schooling --> working --> marriage --> produce new generation --> retired --> old --> death

I am in the midst of working and pressure of seeking mate just to go through the stage of marriage...Not only I am pressurised...but also other people in this world (especially those from conventional family)... at least these include two guys who approach me for a try...

I have not ready for this turn yet. It's too complicated for me...It's far more complicated when there are more than one turn...How to start moving....how to choose where to turn to...

I learnt the poem "The Road Not Taken" but I was not taught on how to make a choice or decision from the poem...

A question without solution...I guess just lift to my Lord...and wait.....

I hope I don't have to make too many turns...as I am insecured on the road...

~Happy New Year 2009~My wish is to become....

At the beginning of each year, I'd make a wish...no, not just a wish, but rather more than one...

As usual, I wish for my family's health, career, close relationship and esp for those who are single, hope they can find their faithful mate...

For myself, I do hope don't be burdened by my work and stay healthy, disciplined.

Another dream of my youth is becoming a star...Quite shy to think of it...However, this dream won't be realised...

Recently, I can only realise my star dream through the advancement of technology...

Guess HOW? Photoshop? A bit true...It's part of it, but easier than photoshoping...

Let's KUSO with fun..!


Just for FUN...Be happy...!!! happy New Year 2009!!!***